Thursday, February 25, 2010

I am full of confusion
















One more final to go today: Clinical Chemistry, then I'm off to clinicals. A little bit overwhelmed at the moment, but God has given me comfort. Reading from Job this morning, I never knew how wonderful of a book it is.

Job Chapter 10...

"Remember, I urge Thee, that Thou hast made me as the clay;
and wilt Thou bring me into dust again?
Hast Thou not poured me out as milk, and curdled me like cheese?
Thou hast clothed me with skin and flesh,
and has fenced me with bones and sinews.
Thou hast granted me life and favor, and Thy visitation hath preserved my spirit.
And these things hast Thou hid in Thine heart: I know that this is with Thee.
If I sin, then Thou markest me, and Thou wilt not acquit me from mine iniquity.
If I be wicked, woe unto me; and if I be righteous, yet will I not lift up my head. I am full of confusion; therefore see Thou mine affliction.
Job 10:9-15

If I justify myself, mine own mouth shall condemn me:
If I say, I am perfect, it shall also prove me perverse.
Job 9:20

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Do you know your weapons?

Life can be so comfortable at times huh? Car is running fine, parked in the driveway, weather is nice, healthy-food-store just down the street. But there's a battle to be fought everyday, the Battle of Faith.

"For our transgressions are multiplied before Thee, and our sins testify against us: for our transgressions are with us; and our iniquities, we know them."
Isaiah 59:12

"And He saw that there was no man, and wondered that there was no intercessor: therefore His arm brought salvation unto him; and His righteousness, it sustained him. For he put on righteousness as a breastplate, and an helmet of salvation upon his head; and he put on the garments of vengeance for clothing, and was clad with zeal as a cloke."
Isaiah 59:16,17

"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood...
Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
Stand therefore having your loins girt about with Truth, and having on the breastplate of Righteousness;
And your feet shod with the preparation of the Gospel of Peace;
Above all, taking the shield of Faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of Salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God:
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with perserverance and supplication for all saints."
Ephesians 6:12-18

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Weapons Review:
Loins girth with Truth
Breastplate of Righteousness
Feet shod with the preparation of the Gospel of Peace
Shield of faith
Helmet of Salvation
Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God
Praying and Watching

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

If I could have one wish...


















Most of my professors at school always start the class with a short devotional thought and a short prayer. This morning Dr. Kilsby shared this with the class. I really liked it so during brake I asked for a copy so I could share with you. :)


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If I could have one wish...
By Marion Runge

If I could have one wish, only a temporary one--
I would turn those who mistreat animals into one. Let them feel the blow of a shoe, be thrown against a wall; let them be half-frozen, half-starved, half dead. Let them be trapped by a foot in the scorching sun or freezing rain. Let them be jabbed by a stick, hit with rocks, swung by the tail. Let them be cornered, chased, frightened, bruised, and left bleeding by horrendous torture.

Then when they return to humans again they will be more tender and kind.

If I could have another wish, only a temporary one--
I would make all egoists into frightened, stuttering "wallflowers". Let them be timid and afraid to brag. Let them be pushed out of grocery lines and shoved off bus seats. Let them miss out on the last item on the bargain table because they were pushed aside. Let them have fear to speak up and lose out on a job promotion because of someone who is not afraid to assert himself. Let them listen, let them wait, let them learn.

Then when they return to their normal self they will be more humble.

If I could have another wish, only a temporary one--
I would wish all skinny people to grow fat, uncomfortably so, gaining day after day, fighting back the tears as the pounds count up. Let them diet on "rabbit food," low carbs, banana-milk, egg-grapefruit, or liquid diets. Let them leave the table with stomachs growling, while others eat chocolate pie. Let them feel the hurt of mockery, snide remarks, "fat" jokes, laughter, and ridicule. Let them feel depressed as they struggle to lose one pound and gain two the next day. Let them feel hopeless, helpless, unloved, and unwanted as they go through life.

When they return to their normal self they will be more sensitive to those who cry inside.

If I could have another wish, only a temporary one--
I would wish a "fruit-basket upset" of skin color and nationalities. Let those who poke fun at ethnics feel the hurt of Polish jokes, black jokes, Whitey jibes , slanty-eye stories, and jokes about Jews. Let them be outcasts because they are different.

Then when they return to their original color and nationality they will express only kindness.

If I could have another wish, only a temporary one--
I would wish all beautiful people to turn ugly. Let them cry as they look in a mirror and see freak marks of sin, ugly burns, moles, and disfigurement. Let people stare and snicker at them. Let them be left out of circles of friends, unwanted by the opposite sex. Let them feel loneliness.

Then when they are beautiful again they will be less vain.

If I could have another wish, only a temporary one--
I would wish all rich people to become poor. Let their stomachs cry out with hunger pangs. Let them pray for a crust of bread. Let their toes be numb from icy, torn shoes. Let their children be ridiculed for tattered clothes. Let rats nibble on their babies' fingers and toes. Let them feel unloved and desperate.

Then when they are rich again they will be more sensitve to the needs of others.

If I could have another wish, only a temporary one--
I would turn the clock ahead for young people and make them old. Let them hobble because of stiff joints, let them walk a little slower and eat a little longer. Let them be lonely and shut in from the world, especially on holidays. Let them have only memories, but no love. Let them be frightened by young prowlers, beaten by young thieves.

Then when they are young again, they will be more considerate of senior citizens.

If I could have another wish, a permanent one--
I would wish that everyone would follow the second great commandment, loving his neighbor as himself, with compassion and sensitivity. Then there would be no hurts or tears, no loneliness or fear.

This last wish will come true! Jesus is coming soon.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Establish My Goings
















Have you ever gone cross country skiiing? It's a lot of fun. Since i wikipedia almost everything, here goes:

Cross-country skiing is a winter sport in which participants propel themselves across snow-covered terrain using skis and poles. It is popular in many countries with large snowfields, primarily Northern Europe, Canada, Alaska, and the upper midwest United states.

I thought it sounded so silly at first. My boastful self said, "Where I come from, we have lifts... and we have the board."

But I'm glad I went. If you look at the picture, that was the sign that showed us where the trail would start. And the open area in the background was the designated area where one would get the hang of their skis and poles, and see how they'd handle a 'little' slope, rather than practicing in the woods. lol.

So there I was trying to tackle my first slope. Somehow I thought I would get this skiing deal with no problems... it's just like inline-skating right? :) So I fell once, twice, three times... I didn't really keep count since; some in voluntary-falling motion, some not so.

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"I waited patiently for the LORD; and He inclined unto me, and heard my cry. He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings." Psalms 40:1,2

Just want to let you know that God wants you to be victorious today.